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kahonoo, lilipas pa ang ilan pang taon
ng nakaschedule na pagkikita.
de minutong pag-uusap.
bakit ayaw mobakit ayaw mo akong gamitin
binayaran na nga ako ng kaibigan mo
para kahit minsan
maisipan mong gamitin..
alam kong marami nang gumagamit sakin..
at magulo na ang kalooban ko..
andito pa rin ako..
BLAHk-no yesterday, no tomorrow. just today.
stay with me in this blackhole.
bound and beyond time
blahblahblah lost inspiration
stay with me.
annoyancecan anything else be private
truth is just a state of mind
when everyone else is looking,
just look me in the eye
look me in the eye
n and l
look where __ one has found
where __ one has been
hide where i have clasped
my own sweet memories
damn annoyance is just behind you
_braindead na naman na ako. fxcker.
hindi ko alam naguguluhan ako.
siguro tama na 'to..
unti-unti na ba akong mangiiwan?
ayokong gawin ang minsang ginawa sakin.
gulung-gulo talaga ako.
inagos lang ng nararamdaman
pero ayokong makasakit.
inagos lang ba?
bakit ba ako nagkakaganito?
sa takot? hindi eh.
hindi rin dahil may nararamdaman ako para kanino.
hindi lang ako handa.
hindi na ako sanay sa sakripisyo
o kung gumagana pa ba utak ko.
magkaroon ng sagot.
siya ba ang sagot?
hindi ako makakita.
what is love nga ba?
inagos na ang kahulugan niyan noon.
ngayong kailangan kong hagilapin.
pano ko nga pala masasabing nagmamahal ako,
sana hindi ko pa muna sinabi..
pano ko nga pala masasabing nagmamahal ako,
kung hindi ko maintindihan.
humampas lang ang hangin sa mukha ko
ito na.. sinamba ko ang hampas ng hangin.
bukas makalawa, hindi ko makita
ikaw ako siya
panoorin mo kami
hindi ko alam
siya ako ikaw
lumuha ng nakapatiwarik,
halik at bawat salik ng tugtugin
Universe In My MindAn endless mind
To which it knows no limit
I escaped, leaving reality behind
In this new world, I no longer felt timid
The comets passing above head
The moon beneath where I stepped
To a world of imagination I fled
And among the stars I slept
I drifted away, to a universe of its own
Dreaming of the sun bathed in gold
Exploring further, I delved deep into the unknown
Seeking for what my imagination will behold
An infinite galaxy, I was a star among billions
Words painted a picture to my vision
I drifted to reality, left only with a gift worth giving
muddy sheepsuicide boys
unafraid of dying young
chain smoking vandals
waiting for a reason
trigger happy combustion
to tinder box hearts
half lidded and milky
behind burnt hands
counting on the cancer
running, always running
wrinkles and the like
delicate breast bone left ajar
Jack and JillWant to play a game?
Would you like to play a game with me?
Take off your coat and take the the reins,
And when I sob take what remains.
What once was sweet turned so bitter,
What once was bitter turned so drunk.
So goes what we forget and who would have thought,
That life can continue when the soul is gone.
Oh Baby, you know this is oh, so wrong!
Jack and Jill when up the hill
To fetch a bucket of water.
Jack killed Jill and tore her gown
And the hills were filled with laughter,
A sadistic laugh that no one noticed
And it took years to notice that Jill was gone.
I was lost
I was hidden and hindered,
Forgotten to be remembered,
Broken and bruised,
Lost and confused
Naked and alone, wandering the streets.
Just another one of society's casualties.
So forgive the theatrics
And forgive my dismay,
But my soul was left for dead
And my life did decay!
So play a game,
Just one or more...
Am I really the one
That you want to adore?
Dead EndYour warmth on a cold road
Spill some of that quick wit
To fix your flat hair
What’s one more split end?
A kind heart now spread thin
Same Old - Same OldEveryone faced
with an impossible life situation,
will constantly hear the same advice:
that success is all about attitude & motivation.
Just like true-believers
in snake oil & so-called 'alternative medicines'
can never be budged from their script:
'If you can believe it, you can achieve it!'
No matter what the actual reality of a situation is.
But when cracks appear
in that unbreakable façade
and they realise that ignoring
& denying the truth will only get them so far;
there's always the passive-aggressive
retreat position of:
'I think you forget how lucky you really are!'
But such an argument
is both weak & lazy
because no matter who you are
or what you do,
if you look around your community
or the world as a whole,
there's always someone else,
who's worse off than you.
& being made to feel guilty for all of your blessings,
isn't much of a motivation to try & succeed-
if anything, all it really does
is to make you feel worse;
and that your
so-called 'blessings' wer
Laughter @ Costthe man who's laughin' hardest, he's just tryin' not to scream.
he hides a breakdown in the punchline w/ the mantra on repeat,
saying: "Men don't cry. Don't hurt. Chin high.
Strong men are made of marble; only stoicism thrives.
So fill your belly up w/ laughter,
Fill your palm w/ your fingertips,
Square your shoulders; firm handshakes never give an inch,"
guillotine tip of tortured tongue,
or metacarpal fracture punching holes in the drywall.
starless city nights impede a never-never casting call...
You ain't gotta grow up, but you oughtta grow hard
because the measure of a man, they say's a tally of his scars
& how far he'll go to hide those that still bleed
--bleach on his shell-toes, ammonia underneath the sink (he)
speaks in "Hell-no's" to hotlines redialed from his sleepless
concrete mattress, velcro sheets,
beneath an airwave blanket, Jesus leaflets,
cover stories, storied stoner meekness,
The unity of humanity...The unity of humanity is found in the space of our individual perspectives. an unobstructed view from above, Always reveals the truth below..Teaching is the sharing of truth. Learning is the acceptance of knowledge. two things are constant in life. Resistance and perseverance, we all exhibit and reflect both. When we accept the enlightening truth of our energy and being, we find inspiration to make a positive difference not only to ourselves but to others as well..Life is a ride through the physical dimension, the thing we all seem to forget is that its not the route of our path so much as the perspective of our journey. With a proper perspective the road is as clear as our destination..The traffic of our life is caused by negative emotions and denial of the truth. These are formed by uncontrolled Ego's and self-righteous perspectives. Without strife there is only love and conscious awareness of the elements in life.One breath circulates through the lungs of humanity, The purity of our
step up!“step up! step up! hear da glass clink!”
blot out the world in the wake of a drink
“step up! step up! hear your lungs roar!”
free ‘em from your ribs forevermore
“step up! step up! no time to waste!”
leave ‘em behind, the lives which you’ve graced
“step up! step up! feel yer body adrift!”
was it fair your life ended, so quick ‘n so swift?
“step up! step up! a quick one-way cruise!
on da highway to hell, there’s no time to lose!”
Burning On the InsideAsk me just one little time,
Ask me how I feel.
Ask me how I'm doin'
Please ask me if I'm real.
I may not really show it.
I may not really care.
But if I'm truly honest,
And I am, I swear!
I really think
That all my thoughts
Are really chains
Around this box.
This box that I have made my home,
This fortress I have built.
To keep you all from finding out
My cause of grief and guilt.
I don't want to let you see that.
I couldn't bare the bitter shame!
Of my walls come crashing in,
For you to that I'm the same.
The same as all these other fools,
The same as him and her.
Because behind our fortress walls-
A human heart that burns.
It burns something brighter.
It burns for something true.
It burns for love and sacrifice
Burnt for me and you.
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